One more night

You can't carry a decent tune, but god it has been a quiet weekend without you singing in my ear at all hours of the morning.

I want you to be here

I used to have a head full of words at any given moment; a series of stories and memories that I felt so pressured to record before they disappeared into that vast nothingness that I've lost countless other things too. But I am wordless. I want to write what you mean to me, what this last month has meant to me and how much you have changed me but I can't find the words. I seem to have this limitless amount of words for the bad and for the frustrating but nothing for the blissful. I burn trying to describe sense of purity hidden in the taste of water and you are of the same nature.
I haven't been exactly sure of anything since the night that I met you and you changed everything I knew, but you are a man of minor miracles and I hope that you don't go anywhere too soon.

The immensity is overwhleming

Always

'Even if we never talk again, please remember that I am forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me'

It absolutely frightens me that the people who once filled your world will eventually become strangers.

All it ever was, was raw passion.

One should always be drunk. That’s all that matters…But with what? With wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as you chose. But get drunk.
-Charles Baudelaire


You make me happier than I have been in the longest time ♥

Go someplace where no one knows your name

October

“I think your face is beautiful, the way it is
close to my face, and I think you are the real
October with your transparence and the stone
of your words as they pass, as I do not hear them.”
—'October', Bill Berkson

Relevant

"You arrived and ordered stout,
I stared in wordlessness
I just kept noticing your mouth,
and how your face just fit
Into every aching void,
in what I've always missed some way"
-Ring out, Bon Iver

This fits in to so many aspects of my life currently.

P.s I got tickets to their wonderful concert coming up, and not much more could make me happier ♥

I needed to read this today.

"You alone are enough. You have nothing to prove to anybody."
-Maya Angelou

Love hurts

Did they lock us in, or did we lock them out?

I loved everything about him, right down to the wallet he carried in his back pocket. And that's life. Sometimes you can't help but loose yourself, swallowed so completely that you loose sight of the light that rests on the reality of your life. At times I would find myself drowning in him and the memories of us until I landed back on my feet in a world of consciousness and realised that you can't really be alive while you allow yourself to be submerged in the past. You were the warmest colour that I ever knew. It's nice to know that we loved each other once upon a time.

Please don't call me baby, baby.

The only thing that I asked you to return was my heart, and it is the one thing that you refuse to let up.
This isnt fair on either of us, but who is going to be the first one to raise their white flag.
I don't know if I'm ready, but then again, I was never ready for you.

Enchanting

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul"
-Pablo Neruda

I wish I could save you