Who disabled the help button in my life?

For the days like these, when you wish you could just go to sleep and wake up when all the dust has settled, when the drama and bullshit have subsided and everything returns back to its normal state. I don't know what to do. I don't know what move to make. I don't know who I can turn to. I don't know myself anymore. I don't know what I have done. I guess I don't know anything at all.
I need answers.