For almost a year now, I've blamed you for ruining my life, for letting me fail what I'd worked 13 years for, loosing my best friend and most of all loosing myself. I tried to convince myself that it was easier to hate you than to love you although it took so, so much effort.
However, two days ago you opened my eyes and I saw for the first time that this was not an easy ride for you either... You lost yourself and relied on me to help you find it when all I helped you do was bury yourself further.
However, two days ago you opened my eyes and I saw for the first time that this was not an easy ride for you either... You lost yourself and relied on me to help you find it when all I helped you do was bury yourself further.
For so long I was convinced that you were the bad person in all of this; that you were the reason everything went wrong and we got so hurt. But now I see, this is all very much my own fault and I could never tell you how truly sorry I am.
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