I did not cry, not one tear. It's almost as if you have used up your allowance and my body has refused to give you any more. I can not feel anything, I know that I am meant to be sad, you are leaving me for the very last time before you move but I can not feel. It is, again, like you have used up your allowance of my emotions and now I seem to be left with nothing more than this hollow shell. My heart should be breaking at the moment, but you had already broken it time and time before, so I guess now its just further from healing. I wonder if this pain will eventually fade or go away, if you can even call it that considering it does not hurt in the slightest, but I need this numb nothingness to end. I need it to be over like you and I, just so I can feel something again, for better or for worse.
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