Can I go nowhere with you?

The only thing that we have for certain in this world is right now. You have pulled me from some of the blackest places that I have ever been and that is why I choose you, even though everything inside of me is breaking and telling me to run in the other direction, telling me to do whatever I possibly can to avoid feeling this way. But I choose you, every day, because I need you in my life. I am going to fight this, and I am just as aware that this very may well be the very thing to shatter me, but it could never hurt as much as knowing that I gave up on you. This is the only thing that I am sure of right now, and maybe this is the only thing that I will ever be sure of in this world.