I don't know what they are called, the fractions of time that you can find sneaking inbetween seconds, but that is when I catch myself thinking of you. We've made mistakes, and if we are being honest, we can admit that most of this life is a result of our mistakes.
Sometimes, I find myself wondering what we have is enough. But I don't know, and I look for all the clues and answers until I am dizzy, but I don't think I'll ever know & that's exactly what love is I suppose; never knowing, but trusting that it is everything you need. But you know me better than anyone and I cannot trust and so I try to let go before it burns itself out. That was my biggest mistake; believing I had to walk away. I apologize for making you a victim of my doubt, yet again, consider this as me swallowing my pride because I can't escape the thought of you and I promise if I could go back, I would make changes and make this the most god damn unbelievable love story you ever heard.
Even when I couldn't have been more misplaced, you always manage to make me feel like I am home.
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