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Day One: Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People

BenC: Thank you for becoming one of the biggest parts of my life this year. You make me immensely happier than I ever knew I could be. You have been there for me every single day for the last few months and put up with a lot more horrible moods and tantrums than I would expect of anyone. You pulled me out of a pretty damn dark place, and for that I will never be able to thank you enough. It amazes me that I still get goosebumps every time you touch me, despite the fact you haven't let me go for a while now, but I couldn't ever imagine not feeling this way about you. I'm pretty certain you know, but you have my heart and I wouldn't want it any other way. You make me feel pretty god damn lucky which is why I let you drive me crazy and make me your girl ♥

BillC: People say this gets easier; people lie. I miss you everyday and it's not getting any easier at all.  Life is short, I've finally learnt it. I know you are partying with all the great music gods, but I would trade anything to have you back. I love you so much and I know you are watching over us. Rest easy ♥

CM: It scares me that I barely know you at all anymore.

OM: I do not deserve to have someone so brilliant in my life. You inspire me to be more and to try harder. Thank you for never letting me settle with second best.

SF: Who would have known we would be us again? You make me laugh every single day, all day. You're happiness is more infectious than anything I know. Keep shining, this world needs people like you! Thank you for never allowing me to have a dull moment, keeping me happy and making up crazy joint names for us. Cannot wait to conquer the world with you!

RD: You and ED picked me up this year when I fell to pieces and I'll never explain the gratitude I have for you. You are the kindest, gentlest person I know, who has never failed to be there for me, whether it has been drunken times, tears or gashes, you truly are one of a kind. I'm so lucky to have you.

ED: See above with RD. You listen to me every day talk about my plans, problems and happiness. You give good advice and let me talk it out. There are so few people with such a considerate heart around and I was fortunate enough to stumble upon you. You've always been there when I've needed you and like you said, we were meant to be friends ever since that camping trip a few years ago! Fate.

PatE: I never meant to hurt you. You have the kindest heart and you are going to make someone so happy one day and I cannot wait to see the smile this girl puts on your face! Do not give up.

SylA: I don't think I will ever forgive you, despite my attempts. In fact, I pity you for all the hurt you caused. Stop preaching to people and start facing your own truths. You hold the ugliest personality I've ever known.

JR: I was right all along. Thank you for teaching me the most valuable lesson of my life and wasting time for two years. Trust none.