Sometimes I feel like I break into more pieces than I know what to do with. Instead of picking them up and aimlessly trying to fit them back together, I haven't been bothered lately. Nowadays, I seem to be convincing myself that I don't care; I don't care how many times the same person lies whilst staring into my eyes; I don't care how many false promises are broken or how many times I have to force myself into believing that things are okay.
This works for a while, but eventually it really begins to work and you don't care. And so now I am numb, and I don't feel much of anything lately. I know that's a bad thing, but sometimes not caring just hurts so much less.
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