It is so peculiar to think that this night four years ago, you changed my life, my whole perspective on the world and the way that I would go on in the future. Even now, years on, I still remember every single thing about that day and all those that followed, right up to this very moment.
There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and feel so blessed to have experienced all that we have together. Despite everything that has now fallen between us, people, kilometres and happenstance, there will always be one constant. And that is the overwhelming amount of unconditional love I have for you. Do not get me wrong, there are days when I downright hate you and despise a lot of the decisions you make, but you have also stood by me through some pretty tricky times and tried your best to be the graceful man that I fell in love with, so serene and full of compassion. Thank you for being both my albatross and my lighthouse, saving me when I didn't realise I was drowning and providing me with guidance when I was so lost. I know it wasn't always smooth-sailing, but you are both the strongest and weakest person I know, so beautiful and strong. I hope nothing in this world ever takes away your shine.
The last four years have truly been a rollercoaster, but there isn't a day I wouldn't relive with you. I am so happy that we are still in each other's lives, even if it is not the way we had fathomed. I love you so god damn much and I wouldn't trade you for anything, kid.
♥ ♥ ♥
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