Fresh Air

Firstly, I'd like to apologise for the horrible excuse of blog posts that I have been updating lately. It's safe to say I had lost my head for quite some time and avoided feeling anything remotely real. But now I am back. I almost killed myself with some intense training this evening, and I have just massacred two kilograms of watermelon.
I got Heidi back today, and I told her all of my stories from the previous couple of weeks, all the points of views, the betrayals, the deception, the good and the bad. And she did what she always does, she spurts out one killer line of advice that solves everything. I talked to her for the best part of 8 hours today, and that one line that she had just made everything else fall into place.

I have a lot to look forward to this week, but a lot is also going to change.

So now I am over my rubbish, and even more so over the embarrassing posts.
I have had my breath of fresh air and it's time to start clean.