Around this time last year, I would be constantly told that I had the emotional capacity of a rock. I didn't cry often and I used to block out bad things that happened. If something or someone aggravated me, I'd cut it or them out of my life and that would be the end of the story. However this year, I have been told on many occasions I have too many emotions to keep up with.
So where do I draw the line? Where is this invisible barrier that allows me to have emotions, but not too many?
I guess we all change. People feel so compelled to point out to us when we do change like it might have slipped by unnoticed, so maybe my change was that I actually stopped blocking out what I couldn't accept and started to care.
Does this make me a bad person? I wouldn't believe so but that is not for me to judge, it is simply for me to live by.
However, I like the person I am becoming. Sure I lost a fair few people along the way, but like I have been told from day one, those who mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind.
You win some, you lose some... and such is life.
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