Up until yesterday it is almost like I have been standing in the dark, in my own bubble if you will.
This bubble I have stood in had an almost selective hearing as I would not allow anything to penetrate the naive last few months that I had been living deliriously in my own world, full of only the truths I chose to accept.
However through the last couple of weeks this bubble became increasingly weaker as the delicate layers surrounding it grew thinner, shot with more stories and what I believed to be lies, up until yesterday in which I had discovered were actually the truth.
And yesterday;
The last and final layer of my bubble was stripped away carefully by one of my lovely, insightful friends that believed it was time for me to dwell back within the realms of realistic truths as I was only continuing to hurt myself.
So now, my bubble is gone. I am back in the world of truth where my naivety is played upon and the rumours and stories can get to me, and they hurt. However, as these truths unfold everything begins to make more sense and I can now see that the only person that was being damaged by shielding the truths was indeed myself.
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