I won't admit what we both know and we won't admit I can't let go.It always me that you've left behind, and it's always been me that you've run back to, continually. Do you think that between us we will ever cut all the bullshit, the crap and the drama and just be happy? Or is it always going to be a constant battle of extreme highs and disapperances. I wonder if you've ever noticed I have never, ever come after you, so don't blame me for ruining your life, or the fact you cant hold a different relationship or the fact that no one has been able to figure you out quite as well as I managed to.
Even if it has never been me that chased you, I still love you with my whole heart, like I told you last night, and time and time before. I'm just too head strong and egotisitical to swallow my pride and demand you change your ways.
I won't admit what time has shown and we won't admit that you only want what you can't have.
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