Just to be honest, I'm becoming so sick of being the only one who seems to give a shit about anyone else in my circle of friends. This tedious pattern is emerging itself all a little to clearly, and I know I'm the easy person to call because you all take for granted that I will come running to you, and I will because you're my best friends, my favourite people in this entire universe and I would never let you suffer alone. But somewhere along the line this bullshit has got to stop. No offence, but what about the times I've needed you guys and I get a "can you call me back later" or no response at all. I drop everything for you guys continously, and I'm not asking that you even do the same for me in return every time I have a drama because Lord knows no one has that much time in the world, but even try being there for each other once in a while. I love you all with everything inside of me, but none of you are there for each other, and most of you, in fact all of you haven't been there for me lately. We are meant to be best friends, the 5 of us, yet one of us is about to become a missing person, one of us has dived head first into work, one into uni, and the other into his own problems. What happened to the days when we couldn't be penetrated and we all knew everything that was going on with each other.
It isn't fair that the responsiblity of keeping a friendship afloat rests upon one person. It's a heavy burden to hold.
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