G.

I remember how much I liked it when you were the first person I saw in the morning and the way you would know exactly how I felt without having to say one word. I liked that we could communicate emotions and feelings between ourselves in a wordless language that could not be done through people and their words. We were always very different, and perhaps that is what I liked most. I never took you for granted, and as was pointed out to me two nights ago, I have always admired you for everything you are and everything that you are not, something that is so very rare and unique. I need you as my friend even though I feel like we are connected through something entirely different. You know me better than anyone, through no fault of your own, and have accepted all my flaws and malfunctions, thus deserving an award itself, but I will not risk screwing this up. You once told me that soul mates aren't meant to be together; that to have such a mirror of yourself was destructive and dangerous to anyone who couldn't handle it with the caution it needed. I have never been good with caution, but I do know that you are good with me, and that I will not take any action that may destruct us. You are the strongest person I have ever know, but you make me weak weak weak.