I am happy to be here

I have to remind myself that sometimes, it's so easy to forget - When the words tell me to fuck off and people get me all bent out of shape and I can't help but get hung up on mundane things that break my heart - I'm happy to be here. And when the sun set and we were blanketed by the darkness, I couldn't help but wonder about when I sincerely saw you for the first time. Begging myself to never quit trying to be something better than what I am at this moment, to never stop trying to build something important, even when my hands get dirty and start to shake from the weight of everything I've ever tried to hold in this place.