I am so incredibly in love with you.

You are the single greatest thing that ever ran into me and changed my life forever. I do not tell you nearly enough how crazy I am about you. From the way you make me laugh every day and warn me about floods when I cry, to the way you drape your arm across me despite how exhausted you are just so I can fall asleep knowing you are right beside me. The way I say I am going home when I don't even live there nor do I plan to, but it is where you are - and that's what you feel like; home. I love the way you tell me stories when I ask for them because my head is too full to think anymore and I love the way your eyes light up when you talk about something you care about so deeply. You are the very best thing I have and I know there is so much for us to figure out, but I cannot wait to sort out every last tangle with you for as long as you will let me. 

I know I get angry sometimes and I stare at that stupid blank wall, expecting all of the answers to tumble out of it, but then you whisper "come here" and those answers don't matter anymore. You matter. And I will fight all of the anger and all the questions in the world just to be happy with you. And I am going to keep fighting for the best of everything for us, and I will be there for the worst, but I am certain you already know this. 

I cannot wait to explore every corner of this world with you and create the very best life for us. 

It's scarce for something so absolutely perfect to happen these days and I have recently realised just how lucky I am to have been granted someone so amazing. And you should be proud, I am not so afraid anymore, and I am not waiting for something bad to happen. For the first time, you have given me something I could never have asked for; you have give me the faith in believing that this was meant to be. 

I am so incredibly in love with you.