Growth

For longer than I can count now, I have been your safety net. When things get hard, when you need someone that actually cares about you and when you are lonely it is always been me that you've found yourself running to and not once have I turned my back. I love you in such a big way that when you are still running to me after you have hurt, humilated and crushed me, I still reassure you and tell you everything is going to be okay. I tell you I still care about you and I convince you that things will eventually work out, its just become routine for us.

Now, the difference is now I don't need you so much anymore, not like you need me anyway. I found a new way too cope and I have become a stronger person since failing to depend on you to make me feel better. I learnt to cope on my own and not rely on you to give me a false pretense of hope. I have grown up, become more independent and learnt to rely on no one but myself.

Never, ever will I turn my back on you. I'll continue to be there until you stop needing me, but just know that I am slowly becoming strong enough to go on without you.