My sweetest downfall

I think about those fifties movies, the ones where all the actors and actresses look as though their faces have been stapled gunned into smiles that are more scary than they are believable. Only difference is that my smile has returned, and it's just sitting in place, glad to be home. It's laid its foundations for a little while and it seems content on staying there. It is giving bitterness and self-pity a well deserved Christmas break after all they're hard work the last couple of weeks and it's taking over. There is only one sole person to thank (:
I'm very selfish. But I suppose we all have action plans, I just don't have he virtue of patience to ride mine out.

Such a beautiful night, I missed talking with you, and of course everything else. But for some reason, i am only myself when I am with you.

I know you find happiness in making other people happy, and I wonder if you have spotted the glaringly obvious question yet. Time will tell.

Thank you for the very best christmas present I will receive this year. I will be showing everyone and I am most looking forward to my 'hello kisses' upon my return.
Merry christmas love xxo

Now if you'll excuse me, i feel as though I should sing a medley of ridiculously over-the-top happy musical songs from eras long before my life.