You are undoubtedly the most remarkable man I have ever met. You were so soft on my eyes first thing in the morning and you held a talent that eliminated any trace of pain I felt. You taught me to stop writing about my feelings and learn to feel them, let them flutter and be out of my control. You made me live and you made me think. You continue to make me question people and not let me settle for less than you believe me to deserve. You are the biggest soul I have ever known, so full of mystery and so very god damn deep. I never had to prove anything to you and I remember when you once told me that I was alive and I was significant and I remember thinking that was the most raw compliment I would ever receive and I haven't doubted it since. We never questioned our differing age, even when people questioned us, because we worked; we still work and that was all we needed, we were never in search of any one's approval. Never have I had someone so truly scared to lose me, but also fight so hard to save me. You taught me so very much and I could never be without you. I am one of the lucky ones, the one that gets to be by you and learn to love things the way you love them, the only way that love has ever made sense to me.
There is very little that makes sense to me any more in this mad world, but you make everything better.
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