For Krish,
I remember everything about you so clearly, even though it all began years ago, even when you asked me this morning like there was a possibility that I could have forgotten what we shared. Constantly, you tell me that you need me in your life forever and despite me reassuring you that I am not going anywhere, I wish I could say the same for you.
I replay the old original XX tunes and relive all of our old memories. I miss your warm skin and sitting on the couch staring at the Harbour bridge, fascinated by how truly beautiful this world is sometimes. How perfect moments like this could be, with you all entangled around me. I remember laughing at Shall's bad jokes and terrible directions. I would have sat on that couch with you for the rest of eternity had you asked me at the time. Like we always say, those were the best nights and mornings of our lives and you are someone who will always be nearest to my old blackened heart. As much as you drive me crazy, nothing could replace your random "I love you" texts, your voice or your unbelievably sweet words. I can not string the words together to convey how much I am going to miss you when I move, but that's life and I know you'll never be far away if I need you.
As happy as I am, I'd be lying if I said I wish it had turned out this way.
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