Day Tres

Day Three: Write a letter to someone you haven't talked to for a long time


You know who you are,
It's been a few months or so since we last spoke, if you'd even consider that. Otherwise it's been about 18 months since we were skipping work and catching trains to the middle of nowhere just to escape this crazy place for a little while. It's been about two years since we were in the park at midnight every night, sharing the dark secrets of our lives.
As ridiculously crazy as it was it still felt right to be with you, there in that moment, and not need anything else. In hindsight, we were naive and foolish to believe that things were ever going to pan out the way we had planned, but it didn't stop the happiness that our "someday"'s and our "eventually"'s provided us with.
For so long I resented you. I hated the things that you made me feel, but even more I hated you for taking those feelings away. Like I said we were naive, but we cannot say that we didn't know better.
You look so happy now and as much as I played a part in your downfall, I do not regret it for a moment. The whispers, the dark and the truths that we couldn't handle. This life has magic, if only you know where to look for it.
You were such an infinitely strong influence on my life, in good and bad ways. And as much as I miss you some days, I am so very glad you are now a part of my past.
CWM.