Raw

Never have I felt so alone in this big world. I'm unsure as to when things got so messy and so complicated, but I would give every star in the night sky if I could change it all back.
There is so much hurt that cannot be fixed by bandaids, poetry or even my favourite bottle of mum-wine. This undertow is carrying me further than I know and I care not to stop it.
I choose to always look for the very best in people. I will never stop searching for what's hidden beneath all the cynicism and negativity because people are so beautiful, even if they are sometimes to scared to show it. I may be naive, but I am strong and I will not stop fighting. The days are flipping over like a coin in my hand and before I know I will be out of here without so much as looking back. But I will never stop searching, nor will I ever stop believing that there is beauty within all of this. Even if it is hard to find, even if it hurts and even if your walls are sky high, I will break them down.