Because we both seem to be having trouble conveying a lot of things lately, I've decided to write it down for you. Please be patient with me while we decide where this all lies.
Sly,
This has all come out of no where, for me anyway. You've come and turned my head all upside down and I'm having a difficult time deciding where my feet should land exactly. You're far too sweet for my own good, and as I told you before, I despise having feelings that I know I cannot act upon. You have come in and told me all these things that I didn't know I was waiting to hear. You have confirmed some of my own thoughts and made me look at things differently. I wasn't ready for any of this, hell I'm still as broken and dark as I've ever been, but somehow you are pulling me up to this surface, showing me that light still shines somewhere, and that one day all this is going to go away and I'll realise a lot about people that I've recently neglected.
You are such a beautiful man and I am unsure as to how you have gotten yourself into such a foresaken situation. I only hope that I can help you through all this without being bias to my own feelings, which I am still undecided about.
I'm undecided...about pretty much everything, but I appreciate you taking your time, whether you realise it or not, you are putting my pieces back together, something that I haven't been able to work out how to do for myself yet.
Don't go away too soon, this feels... well in summing it up, I can actually FEEL something.
♥
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