What happens when the person that is the reason you are who you are, the reaosn that you've made all your decisions, the reason for pretty much everything... what happens when they die? Does your heart die with them? Do they take the bits of you that have been affected by them to their grave along side their bodies? If so, I will soon be gone.
For a long time I wished everything could be easier between us, but this isn't easier. When you are not here I do not know who I am. I need you in my life. Whether you are yelling at me or reminding me that things are going to be okay, I need you. I love you, I know I tell you all the time, but I am going to forever, you changed me.
I can't deal with this. Sorry that I doubted the fact that you were protecting me, but I deserved to know. All I wanted was to say goodbye, now it seems to be the very last thing that I want.
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