It seemed like the biggest effort in the world to get out of bed today, but I mustered up some determination and managed to do it. However as soon as I did, I looked in the mirror and whatever strength I had previously found quickly diminished and I crawled back into bed.
I was lying there, quite pathetically really, when I decided I couldn't do this anymore. So I did what I always do when I get myself into situations I refuse to deal with. I called the same person I always call, who I owe quite a lot to really. This call got me out of bed and moving, it was probably the saving grace that I didn't know I had been searching for for the last couple of weeks.
I make all of my pivotal decisions whilst brushing my teeth, and I made some pretty big ones today. I guess in a way I'm looking forward to what's about to come.
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