How Do You Know

I constantly hear the term 'best friend' thrown around. Everyone seems to be everyone else's best friend and I see it as nothing but a grading system. I question who is closest to me and what factors would lead them to be deemed closest.
After consideration, and a lack of Blogging introduction, I thought I would write a little bit about each of my 'best' friends that are commonly spoken about here and let you all decide who may or may no be my best friend.

Olivia: My loveliest friend, with who I have gotten through some pretty rough stuff. She has been the one who taught me that there was nothing in this world that I could not conquer should I put my mind to it, constantly reassuring me that I am far greater and more capable than I choose to believe. She makes me want to do better, go further and be more. Very much accountable for the person I am today.

CBee (Clairebee): We've had ups and downs, but we have always come out on top. She has taught me how very important it is to go after your dreams and not to let things stand in your way. She keeps me positive and always makes me look at things in angles unforeseen to get the best out of any given situation I may have landed myself in.

Jamie: My Jamie :)! Who holds majority of my secrets and has the power to completely ruin me should he see fit. He knows me inside and out, and is the one who can look at me when I am smiling and still know that something is wrong. The wonderful one that puts up with my company day in, day out regardless of how crappy my mood is, how many tantrums I have thrown or how many bad things I may have done. The only one in this world that drops everything when I need him and is by my side. Would be so lost without him.

& Lastly, J: The first person to find my heart... and then take responsibility for completely destroying it, ha! The one that leads me to believe there can be friendship on the other side of a relationship, regardless of how rocky it may be. The one I call no matter how turmoil the situation is that I get myself into with silly boys. Although he has never approved of a relationship outside of our own, he always comforts me when I screw up or get screwed over, reminding me that I should not second guess myself, and that I deserve a boy that would move mountains for me, not one who causes more pain than I wish to speak of. This boy is the only one who I can count on to make me feel like a million bucks when I am flat broke & the day I find someone who makes me happy will be the best day of his life because he won't have to deal with my fits haha.


So there you have it, my 'best' friends and a bit of an insight to the people in my stories. I could never call one better than the other, so I suppose we are all equal.