Day 28 - A moment you remember being completely happy in and a description of why you believe you were. What is your definition of happiness.
I know its silly considering everything that happened afterwards, but I remember feeling completely happy this one day, lying on this stupid brown couch with my then partner and him just holding me. I was in a terrible mood and as greedy as he generally was, he just laid beside me and held me until I smiled, patiently waiting for me to felt better. It's like he could sense that I felt broken, fragile almost, and he didn't ask for anything else, he just held me together, keeping all my pieces together and and keeping me all in. Later that day we went for a drive with no particular destination, and we were in one of those old bench seat trucks which meant I was just able to curl up in the sun next to this perfect guy. When we started bickering he pulled over and kissed me and apologized for all these things, it was so unexpected and so perfect.
I know its silly to use that moment as complete happiness considering all the drama and pain that followed that day, but I think that it is part of complete happiness; ultimately being so happy that you are able to forget pain and bad things and be happy within your own world.
Complete happiness to me is overcoming everything, and staying happy, being comfortable and feeling complete. These things, being content and feeling secure, that is complete happiness.
I know its silly considering everything that happened afterwards, but I remember feeling completely happy this one day, lying on this stupid brown couch with my then partner and him just holding me. I was in a terrible mood and as greedy as he generally was, he just laid beside me and held me until I smiled, patiently waiting for me to felt better. It's like he could sense that I felt broken, fragile almost, and he didn't ask for anything else, he just held me together, keeping all my pieces together and and keeping me all in. Later that day we went for a drive with no particular destination, and we were in one of those old bench seat trucks which meant I was just able to curl up in the sun next to this perfect guy. When we started bickering he pulled over and kissed me and apologized for all these things, it was so unexpected and so perfect.
I know its silly to use that moment as complete happiness considering all the drama and pain that followed that day, but I think that it is part of complete happiness; ultimately being so happy that you are able to forget pain and bad things and be happy within your own world.
Complete happiness to me is overcoming everything, and staying happy, being comfortable and feeling complete. These things, being content and feeling secure, that is complete happiness.
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