For the first time in what feels like eternity I have ended a chase.
This chase started last August and has been keeping me tired and weak for over a year now. As of yesterday, this chase stopped. The fact that I have given up on this relationship in its entirety has triggered the end of a number of other things, beginning with people.
I have stopped running after every single person in my life, and for the first time I am waiting to see who runs after me. I know it may seem petty and childish and whatever other stereotypical category you’d like to push it into, but I seem to find myself to have completely given up on most people in my life (with a few exceptions of course).
For now, I am more than utterly content in this little solace I have found myself in. Maybe I was wiser when I was younger, when I had that mentality that no one could hurt me if I didn’t give them a chance, when I had never been broken by this stupid chase. That’s all it was, over a year of chasing each other and now I am tired... I am tired and broken and I have given up on you in your entirety. Congratulations, I wish all the best with your karma.
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