Things that I have recently discovered scare me:
The unpredictablity and unsteadiness of people in my life. I am scared of everything that could happen with the people I am surrounded by, will they stay or leave, will I hurt them or will they betray me.
Train Horns. Whenever I hear a train horn, I am scared that it is indicating that someone is on the tracks and death is upon us.
The dark. I am scared that everything will prevail in the dark.
The truth. For something that is meant to set your free, I am so wrapped up in so many lies. I am scared of the truth for I believe I am not ready to handle it.
Moving on. I have become content in settling into what I know. I am scared to leave good things behind so better things can occur.
Silence. I love that I can sit in silence with people and know it is okay, but I am scared of silence by myself, it is so unnerving.
I think these are all momentary fears, but I never had fears up until recently, maybe this is a side-effect that should come on a package along with change.
The unpredictablity and unsteadiness of people in my life. I am scared of everything that could happen with the people I am surrounded by, will they stay or leave, will I hurt them or will they betray me.
Train Horns. Whenever I hear a train horn, I am scared that it is indicating that someone is on the tracks and death is upon us.
The dark. I am scared that everything will prevail in the dark.
The truth. For something that is meant to set your free, I am so wrapped up in so many lies. I am scared of the truth for I believe I am not ready to handle it.
Moving on. I have become content in settling into what I know. I am scared to leave good things behind so better things can occur.
Silence. I love that I can sit in silence with people and know it is okay, but I am scared of silence by myself, it is so unnerving.
I think these are all momentary fears, but I never had fears up until recently, maybe this is a side-effect that should come on a package along with change.
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